Wednesday, September 15, 2010

A thought..

Tonight I can't sleep 
I only get attention when I, for him, do good things
Maybe that's the way the world works and this is one of relationship's perks
But I cannot do this forever
Just so when you feel good we can be together
Either you love me or you don't
through the bad times and the faults
Honey, I refuse 
To only feel good when you do
you need to treat me with embracement all the time
Otherwise, find another to make you smile.



-janae  



For You



So they ask me, "Why aren't you taken?"
Thinking somethings wrong with me
But they don't realize I've just been waiting
And my absence of company is a blessing


I am free for you 
Been waiting for you 
Everything has its time
And I believe time saved itself to make you mine


Now, I've never I doubted
Never have I changed 
my mind about what we would have 
honestly I cannot wait


I would give you the best part of me 
I want to show you how good love can be 
wait until you find me 
we can make love anything
its already happening


Never will I fail you 
Never will I fail to 
Give you everything that you deserve 




It came together
Not before or after 
But right on time 

-janae

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

My Rap

Darius
watup
10:08pmMe
hey
10:09pmDarius
how are you
10:09pmMe
good how are you?
10:10pmDarius
i can't complain... i saw your rap on here i just wanted to let you know i thought it was mad creative
10:11pmMe
aww thank you so much
comment on it please!!
im really happy you enjoyed it
10:12pmDarius
you're welcome... and i will do that now!
yea it had me laughin when you said somethin along the lines of "i bet you watch this to the end" or somethin like that... cause i didn't even THINK about turnin it off until it was over
10:12pmMe
thank you so much
haha!!
10:12pmDarius
you're welcome
10:12pmMe
cool
I LOVE THINGS LIKE THIS; WHEN I GET 'EM MY WHOLE MOTIVATION IF FIRED UP AGAIN (: THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE


-JANAE

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Indulging

If for one second I could indulge
And forget what ever I've been told
Forget the rules and all the moves 
Neglecting poise and silky smooth
I would indulge my heart and mind in you
I would indulge like lovers on at two

A chocolaty caramel sensation
Intense like physical penetration
Blood flow high and colors racing
I would indulge in you like I was tasting
Sweet sweet mud, of my mother’s making
If only you could feel what I’m anticipating
You’d never leave me dry for breaking...

I am a goddess in my mind
And you, my subject, owe a fine
You can see a twinkle in my eye
You’re scared to death that you might die
“Come here”,  I say
And you step forward
I glance at you walking closer
Grab you by your neck and say
“HOW COULD YOU?  DISOBEY!”
Come with me to my own corridors
And right behind you close the doors

If you could see how you make me smile
You’d probably stay longer than a while
It’s not natural for one to have such an affect
Especially on a hardened chest
But here’s a map that leads you to the key
And when you come back I’ll know you’ve come for me
You’ll unlock and find softness in there
Softness that only a few haven’t feared
Indulge yourself in me with tears

If I became your fantasy
Whipped cream and cheery toppings
Everything that’s to your liking
Would you forget the world for your pipe dreams?
That is, me... 
Would you forget the world to chase
Something that only exists in your own space
Indulge, My Love, in true existence
It isn’t real until you invent it
If they can do it, who says we can’t?
If we could indulge for just one second



-Janae Rockwell-

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Dedication

So its been so long since I've published a new blog! 

The only thing that's on my mind right now is music, work and always love [=. I've never realized what dedication meant until now. Giving "your life" to a cause or an idea. Something that you'd lay down your life for
Eat it, breathe it, research it, love it. I've been searching for something  worthy to dedicate my life to. Something positive and beneficial to the world and myself. I've witness one person's dedication; Kyries Hebert. And it change my idea of the world and fate. He makes his own decisions. He runs his own business. Because he was dedicated to his cause and ready for the opportunities.   
Now that I've discovered the meaning of DEDICATION I think I'm almost there
.....

Sunday, July 18, 2010