Indulging

If for one second I could indulge

And forget what ever I've been told

Forget the rules and all the moves 

Neglecting poise and silky smooth

I would indulge my heart and mind in you

I would indulge like lovers on at two

A chocolaty caramel sensation

Intense like physical penetration

Blood flow high and colors racing

I would indulge in you like I was tasting

Sweet sweet mud, of my mother’s making

If only you could feel what I’m anticipating

You’d never leave me dry for breaking...

I am a goddess in my mind

And you, my subject, owe a fine

You can see a twinkle in my eye

You’re scared to death that you might die

“Come here”,  I say

And you step forward

I glance at you walking closer

Grab you by your neck and say

“HOW COULD YOU?  DISOBEY!”

Come with me to my own corridors

And right behind you close the doors

If you could see how you make me smile

You’d probably stay longer than a while

It’s not natural for one to have such an affect

Especially on a hardened chest

But here’s a map that leads you to the key

And when you come back I’ll know you’ve come for me

You’ll unlock and find softness in there

Softness that only a few haven’t feared

Indulge yourself in me with tears

If I became your fantasy

Whipped cream and cheery toppings

Everything that’s to your liking

Would you forget the world for your pipe dreams?

That is, me... 

Would you forget the world to chase

Something that only exists in your own space

Indulge, My Love, in true existence

It isn’t real until you invent it

If they can do it, who says we can’t?

If we could indulge for just one second

-Janae Rockwell-